Ive never felt something so lifeless in my hands. Didnt nake it better that i was drunk.

Today was weird.

Im going to snap soon, i can feel it but to be honest i dont even care.

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So uh shit is bad. My sister is the only one that knows i like girls. Shes kept my secret for 2 and a half years now. I love my sister, she is literally so strong. Shes a role model. But uh today she told me something that broke my heart, that completly shattered my vision, the one person from this side of my family i thought would understand. She told me she didnt like/agree with being trans. I froze. Tears already peaking. Every little bit of confidence i built up to come out was fucking gone in an instant. Now im scared again. My family wont understand. I know im an adult but thd thought of losing my family outweighs my will to be happy. Im so broken. I dont know what to do. All i feel is sadness.

imbatmanasshit:

real talk, for trans guys it’s so much harder to tell if you genuinely experience same gender attraction because a lot of time you can’t pick apart the feelings of “do i want to be you or do i want you to be you with me” not to even mention all the internalized transphobia that comes along with being a trans gay guy or a trans mlm because you feel like you’re “just a straight girl faking it” so honestly shout out to all the gay and bi and pan trans guys who are out here loving dudes despite how fucking confusing attraction can be when you’re trans

coltre:

I am so good at pretending I am tired when I am actually very sad

Sometimes i want to go into deep seclusion. No internet. No phones. Just me and fucking nature. No people just dogs.